tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14586074.post114398851350229584..comments2023-11-03T15:36:07.669+04:00Comments on Welcome To My Rebellious Kingdom: Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14586074.post-1144134488727164162006-04-04T11:08:00.000+04:002006-04-04T11:08:00.000+04:00hala AL,if u feel like ranting, please go ahead. t...hala AL,<BR/><BR/>if u feel like ranting, please go ahead. this is ur personal space and i really don't mind u writing anything u want to. when i started my blog (funky-ass randomness), it was a personal blog and i wasnt writing for anyone. i was writing for myself...so whether people liked reading my depressing stuff or not, i wanted to write. that's why please dont think that i mind ur rants.<BR/><BR/>i understand them.<BR/><BR/>but u know, when u write positive things, it infuses a little positivity in u. try it for a change. i used to listen to angry music to help me cope with my anger but i realized it was only making me more angry.flaminhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10608444097834518404noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14586074.post-1144100410557283302006-04-04T01:40:00.000+04:002006-04-04T01:40:00.000+04:00MD ,,,I actually have no comment on wut u have sai...MD ,,,I actually have no comment on wut u have said coz u r absolutely right…..but again I have this spot to release my anger 2wards everything wrong in my life,,its my tiny lovely place where I can rebel, yell at the losers who interfere with my life , and liberate my imprisoned thoughts….so pardon me if u will c crappy posts from time to time….when I am depressed I don’t think rational at all…and its true that hatred towards the “incapability to change” drives me crazy as I c days pass without any tiny hope of better life…admit that this lead to a state of indifference,,,low morale even….tell me how do u want a person to be optimistic when she sees her life not the one she dreams of/want... some ppl want us to c life from their own perspective, through their blind eyes….wut’s the meaning of life then? I want to c life through my eyes coz its our lives not theirs<BR/><BR/>I dunno..i might laugh 5 or maybe 10 yrs ahead at the way i perceive things now,,,but at least this is wut I feel now….i jot down wut comes to my mind ,,,,Arab Ladyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02079717554425500917noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14586074.post-1144061427723524202006-04-03T14:50:00.000+04:002006-04-03T14:50:00.000+04:00twin, did i look like an idiot to u all this while...twin, did i look like an idiot to u all this while? LOL...yeah totally is me ;)flaminhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10608444097834518404noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14586074.post-1144054070701786162006-04-03T12:47:00.000+04:002006-04-03T12:47:00.000+04:00Your hatred towards one aspect of your life is ref...Your hatred towards one aspect of your life is reflecting on your ENTIRE life. I'm not even sure how to explain this to you.<BR/><BR/>When I went through the cap, which btw, I still face to this day (yet on a more diluted level), I always knew that family shit was seperate from God. There would be days I'd say that I 'hate' myself but I don't. I love myself and through all these issues, I do admire myself for fighting and changing things for myself.<BR/><BR/>AL, just look at it this way. You're given a problem and your first reaction is to hate everything around you. Yet, when you think deeper, you start seeing things a lot more clearly. You try to LEARN from the problems, find ways around it, rebel a little, love yourself and still achieve what you want. It's negative thinking that gets in the way.<BR/><BR/>Things are so different now, but that's because I didn't get lost in the hatred. I thought deeper and it really works. So, see beyond the hatred. See the reason this is you. I personally think and now realize that people with problems are lucky because we are so much more mature than the shallow people who have always had it easy.<BR/><BR/>It's natural for you to feel angry now but don't dwell in it. Eventually, you will be responsible for your own destruction, not your family.flaminhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10608444097834518404noreply@blogger.com