To my blog with apology!

15 April, 2009

I feel sympathy towards this blog. It tolerated a lot & has been my window when being depressed or upset. Actually I used blogging mainly as a modern therapeutic methodology when feeling irritated!!! Without doubt, that consequently reflected a certain image of me being so desperate in life! I cant deny that I come across tough moments when I feel myself week, vulnerable, & pessimistic.

This blog witnessed various stages of my life & drastic transitions in my thinking about the world. I hereby express my thanks along with apologies to this webpage!

I would never delete this blog! One day I might go through what I have written & just laugh (I’m doing that already!!)
I really miss my old fellow bloggers who either quit or just disappeared. Have not heard from them since ages. I’m also blamed for being inactive in networking in the blogsphere. Here is some of them:

Abu Faris (Syria),AL Baal Big Fat Ego CF (UAE) Dana (Jordan) DG (UAE) Digital Niqabi (US) Dina (UAE) Eshda3wa (Kuwait) Eva Feras (Jordan) Fouad (UAE) Gardinia (Syria) Hanan (UAE) Jawahir (Oman) John Ford Khaled (Jordan) Local Expat (UAE) Lost & Confused (Oman) Maryam MD (UAE) Mothings Nash (Oman) Out of Me Sabra (Canada) Samer (US) Stained (UAE) Summer (US)

And many many more…….

I’m determined to either revamp the blog inside out or just quit blogging.

April resolution would be a life time resolution hoping to look at life in an optimistic way, to embrace wut Allah has given me, love things/ppl the way they are, accept reality, & seek positive changes in attitude, mentality, & way of life….

I’m looking for a new beginning….. a bright start indeed …today I’m opening a new window
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step & I started with changing the blog color.

Would this feeling last??? I hope so

34 comments:

Digital Nomad said...

First of all, I like this theme...very much more springy! Secondly, I read you alllll the time, and have never quit reading you. Thirdly, please don't quit blogging...your honest and wonderful way of writing is a treasure to me.

Blog on, and be happy! Love you!

Anonymous said...

I follow your blog since a couple of years ago althought just commented one time, i think so.. I like your blog and i dont find it depressing. I really admire your courage.

I wish you the best luck and that the feeling lasts.

Eva

Arab Lady said...

ladies
i'm really speechless...thank u very much 4 ur sweet words

DN
ur visit to my blog is the treasure to me 7abibti

Eva
r u still alive loool
where have u been!! miss u

and yeah inshala the feeling will last foreveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

rosh said...

Umm some of us do visit ya know :)

Just found your blog yesterday and been thinking and reading it too..all of it! There were many times that I read or saw something that made me cry. I feel that you are a wonderful human being, and one of the most righteous people I know. Your struggles has touched my heart. I can say ALOT more but I just wanted to tell you that your blog inspired me to start a blog. I hope by me doing this that it will help me find peace and happiness within myself. I also wanted to see if I can use some of your writing to be publish in my school newspaper/booklet. I was thinking about one of your writing/poem for it but I wanted to ask first. I find your life and your writing to motiational for other who are in struggle with society, religion, and themselves. I'm from Los Angeles, California, United States.

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