01 January, 2010

Here is what I was about to post yesterday before reading a very inspiring article…..


Was 2009 any good?

I have been reviewing the old posts written in Decembers 06 07 08 …i was searching for either a sparkle of optimism or happiness….unfortunately I couldn’t find any…

I was searching for any old resolution list so I can copy & past it signifying no remarkable achievements when it comes to my poor list!!….yes poor list…I lost the spirit which adores challenges …..

For me 2009 was one of the painful years ever….

Many cheated on me
Many deceived me
Many betrayed my trust
Many used my honesty
Many were mean to me

2009 was a year full of financial & emotional disappointments…I can remember the tears more than the laughs….career wise, its still the worst year ever….am I still suffering from mood swings? Yes I'm

I was brave enough to buy an astrology book for 2010 for Maguy Farah. I had some hope to boast my motivation for the new year but seems the starts & planets have a different plan! After reading the book I determined to stay at home predicting a stormy year!

……………………………I decided to drop the negative attitude thus i didn’t continue what I intended to write......

And
Here is what I had in mind after reading the article:

we can make our destinations…we can change…we can influence…we can make our happiness….

I wont fall a prisoner for my past …my pain
I can come over all the obstacles & start once again
Reading a good piece of article can always enlighten your vision & take u to a wider perspective that yours ….I'm planing to write all wut i didnt like in 2009 in a sheet of paper and then burn it!!!!!I'll try how it feeeeels to get rid of any sad memories...Why dont you try it too!?

anyways Hope 2010 would bring with it happiness, health, & peace & most importantly LOVE

Happy New Year