28 August, 2006


When dreams die out……happiness is gone


My dreams are falling apart
I have no clue from where to start or even how

I miss the old soul that used to inhabit my body ........
I miss the ambitious active girl with rosy dreams .......
The girl who wanna touch the sky.......

I discovered that dreams destroyed my life ........
I don’t want to dream anymore…..
I want my feet to be on the ground……my dreams destroyed me mentally and ruined my relationships with the people surrounding me

I lost the motives ........
I lost the desire .........
I lost the willingness .......
I lost my soul three years ago ..........


I want the old me….i wanna her to come back….plz come back !!

Maybe she is happier somewhere there leaving me alone grieving my deep wounds……

I can’t find happiness….what is happiness….i just wanna break the cuffs and fly away searching for my lost spirit......
The question is

is it going 2 come back.....


11 comments:

Haider Droubi said...

well i am sure she is there..to bring it back ..maybe y have to fly to her...
sometimes we envolve our selves in some details and aspects of life that we get far away from others and we lose them,,the worest when we forget our selves ,,,then we lost faith and stability...
u know where s yr self,,but u have to move and go to her,,not easy...but a must to be able to go on...
hope i am making sense ...
abouty last comment in my blog..i think y misunderstood me a little..

nice article...

clayfuture said...

What is happiness?

Happiness is a smile on my mother's face, after all the hardships she has gone through.

ArabLady said...

Haider
I just got mad @ that idiot…have u ever checked his blog …I doubt…
Anyways thx 4 ur sweet words………its normal feeling esp after quitting my job…but guess wut finally decided 2 find a Job…(breaking news!)

**angelic face***

clayfutur,
waw man
I’m really impressed …….not only a good kisser ;) but also a good son ….!!

Oh man sounds ur mom is really lucky…..

MD said...

Happiness is always with us. We just have to grab it and re-assure ourselves that it still resides within us. Your happiness is your own responsibility hun. Nobody will ever think it's his/her business to keep you happy.

So smile, screw everyone and just be selfish for a day and make yourself happy. Don't lose hope because once you do that, you're going to make a hasty decision and you might end up ruining your future to escape from the pain that you're facing right now.

loudsilence said...

don't you ever loose hope...sometimes happiness is right there..infront of us..but we just can't see it..

I wish you happiness

Al-Hajeji said...

you are palestinian - correct?

ArabLady said...

MD !

"Don't lose hope because once you do that, you're going to make a hasty decision and you might end up ruining your future to escape from the pain that you're facing right now."

i guess that was happening with me...ur sweets words just made my day...!


loudsilence,
thx hun...i will never..


Al-Hajeji,

I'M A WOMEN
I'M A HUMAN BEING!!OTHER THAN THAT I DONT CARE WHO I'M!

Thx guys!

uae alias said...

Dreams and ambitions is not always good, do u know when are they bad? its when they are unrealisitc, they turn to demolish you rather than building you! becarefull next time.

arab woman said...

come on guys , plz stop these typical words ,, about happeniss
.
ok we love to see our parents happy , smile ,, we love to see all ppl have money , food ,, etc ..
but that's not happeniss ,,
plz look insied ur soal think if u realy have what u dream of ,, i think noone have it , bt we used to lie on our selvs ,,just to keep alive [eat , breath ] that's all .

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