30 June, 2006

Cadbury chocolate bars in UAE safe, fit for consumptionposted on 28/06/2006

""Cadbury chocolate products in the UAE are free of any contamination and are fit for human consumption, a municipal official disclosed yesterday. 'Thorough and exhaustive lab investigations and tests and field surveys conducted by food safety control and inspection authorities have found that the Cadbury chocolate bars are safe, free of the alleged contamination and fit for human consumption," said Obeid bin Isa Ahmed, Assistant Secretary General of Municipalities. 'Cadbury products in the UAE markets have been subjected to tests in various food labs. The tests have not been confined to the contamination-suspected brands reported by the international media but to all brands,' he affirmed. Cadbury local agent said in a meeting that the brands under question were not imported into the UAE markets. Reports on Friday said that more than a million Cadbury products were recalled from the market in the United Kingdom over fears that they may be contaminated with salmonella. The contamination in the UK was traced to a leaking pipe in West Central England, which has already been repaired. (Emirates News Agency, WAM)""

Wondering wuts is safe to eat…every thing seems to be contaminated…not healthy….with artificial colours…..so wut should we eat!

To me foreign brands are untrustworthy now ? ….two months ago a contact lens solution was pulled out from the UAE market after proving that it might lead to blindness and severe consequences!!…..i used to use that brand…! Imagine .....

27 June, 2006

What would you do if ......?!

U WON 1 MILLION DH?





13 things I would do with a million DH?

I WOULD ............
1-Quit the job I might be doing ......
2-Buy 3 or 4 new brand cars. One for morning, one for afternoon, one for evening, and the last one to be parked in front of my house....
3-Buy an apartment.
4-Do my masters.
5-Establish my own business.
6-Buy a dog. My mother hate dogs.
7-Visit some countries with my dog. Some. Shit! Say the whole world.
8-Give some to charity. No I would establish some non-profit organizations…much better…
9-Adopt 10 kids. Two from each continent…
10-Give some to my family.
11-Go shopping every day three times till I say enough. I know I will never say it.
12-Set up a modern nursery so that kids learn something useful when mom at work.
13-Take some courses in other languages. Learn Italian, fresh, etc.

13 things I would do if I were ahead of state?

1-Enforce the concept of total equality between women and men……..
2-Cut off the head of men who beat up their wives and daughters!
3-Make women’s salary twice as much as men’s!
4-Make women sponsor their husbands & fathers!
5-Put an end to dowries and the wedding expenses so every body can get married
6-Promote creative minds and embrace the talents……..
7-Feed all hungry people……
8-Educate the whole population in the country…..
9-Stop using currencies and adopt the old system of exchange
10-Make every body happy……..
12-Protect the nature and the environment……..
13-Make all people equal…..so no body is richer than another…….

The Rough Road

26 June, 2006

Today I hade an interview with a manager of a recruitment agency to tell me about the offer she has for me….actually the offer is not bad but the salary is miserable…I know that I could find a better position for a better salary but that takes time and I cant wait longer :S although I graduated last month……what I liked about the job is that it will entail traveling within GCC countries…I love the idea although it will break out a war at home since I come from a conservative home where every thing is taboo and the girl is under great pressure and where people say and think is the priority …..

But they have to figure out that I let them mess enough in my life in time I was not able to make many important decisions…..now as I’m about to be independent financially I want to be myself….i want to take my own decisions without any interference…….

After the interview I met up with my sister and after finishing her work….oh ya i bough a bunch of roses 4 my mom as she was depressed in the past few days :D..."wut a lovely daughter"...anyhow as excepted …I took some doses of frustration as she didn’t encourage me to accept the offer since the salary is very low …”deep inside I know that she disliked the idea of traveling”…..as she said the salary wont last for 10 days even!!…very true especially that I will be driving from Sharjah to Dubai by 4X4 car that swallows petrol like hell…..Actually I am thinking of selling it and buying a smaller used car :D…..well I am thinking practically now !!!

Anyhow I’ll be under probation for three months …after that I can decide whether to go head and continue with them or not….at least three-month experience is not that bad…I still have the opportunity to find something better…

U might be wondering how much they will be paying …..Guess

No not exactly…..

No NOo Lesser….

Ya Exactly

3500 Dh !!

1300 for the car
1200 4 petrol
And guess what I will end up having 1000!!

Tomorrow I will meet up with the girl working at that company …will do my best to push the salary up at least to 4000…………I will c wut’s going to happen ……..

25 June, 2006

Well since I am going through the tragedy of finding a job I listed the addresses of some recruitment agencies in the UAE and Dubai…..they might be helpful for those planning to move to Dubai or those who are seeking better positions… tomorrow I have a job interview …..wish me luck :D

23 June, 2006

Today I received an e-mail that I like so I decided to share some of the wonderful quotes…



“Life can be understood only looking behind but can be lived only looking ahead.”
(Soren Kierkegaard)




“Why repeat the old errors, if there are so many new errors to commit.”
(Bertrand Russel)



“Always there is a drop of madness in love, yet always there is a drop of reason in madness.”
(F.Nietzshe)




“Many people lose the small joys, in the hope for the big happiness.”
(Pearl S. Buck)




“I made an agreement of peaceful coexsistance with time:neither he pursues me, nor I run from him, one day we will find each other.”
(Mario Lago)

“Never walk on the traveled path because it only leads you to where the others have been.”
(Grahan Bell)

21 June, 2006

I’m bored to death…depressed…feel like doing nothing…even talking with people or answering any phone call…..not in the mood to go out either…its hot like hell out there especially in the morning…I feel like taking tablets to sleep for three months….it has been around two months since I finished my exams…I really wanna find a job but don’t want to work at the same time ….am I crazy …I really hate my laziness….hate this attitude…. Even my mom ..i can’t get along with her….she can’t understand me…….last night I donno what happened with me I couldn’t sleep well…..

Even the guy I met last week…I don’t reply to his calls…I really feel sorry for him…what shall I tell him …I don’t feel like talking to you without any apparent reason?!!!! He would think that I am a big loser and moody …….
Another problem is that I am trying to reduce my weight ..but really I can’t …I am trying to resist………

Oh God plz I hate myself when I am in a bad mood………… what’s going on? why don’t I feel myself young, fresh, and energetic? Sometimes I feel that I don’t know what I want in life….or maybe it’s the accumulation of frustration that I had in the past years ……

11 June, 2006

Wonderful place where u can find some peace of mind......

MMMmmmm.... in these days the weather doesn't help to have a wake there

Guantanamo: Hell on Earth


Today while driving to the dentist I heard on the radio about the three Arabs who committed suicide in the American prison in Cuba…I am really so upset…I feel so sorry for them and for myself and the useless people including the governments and public…..sometimes I ask myself to what extent its worthy to live in this life….
Until when the Arab government will overlook the case of the Arab prisoners in Guantanamo…. I need an answer? Aren’t they ashamed of themselves for not working for the best interest of their people?

These innocent prisoners spent years and years withoutapparent reasons nor fair tails…most of them were caught in Afghanistan after the 9/11 ….ya sure superpower countries don’t need to justify their nasty work in the third world countries…..

With media busy with interviewing with movie stars, ridiculous shallow-minded talk shows, and disgusting video clips we will remain in comma for centuries…..

I really ask God to bless the prisoners with his support and lighten their hearts and minds with faith and passion……………read the article posted on CNN.com

10 June, 2006

Secret report brands Muslim police corrupt


its an interesting article ....one sentence caugth my attention

"One Muslim officer with the Met said: "It is like saying black officers are more likely to be muggers. Today it is Muslim officers who are treated as the Uncle Toms. How can they say to the Muslim community 'trust us', when they don't even trust their own Muslim officers"

Just would like to know how far this study is accurate and representitive? nothing was mentioned about this aspect....just conclusions without backing up their claims... read the whole acrticle

01 May, 2006

Stolen from one of the bolgers’ posts …haha but of couse modified

ABC Of Me
A ct your age?: Always act older than my age. This is the problem. I have never acted my age !!!

B orn on what day of the week?: Saturday I guess

C hore you hate?: Housework, taking orders

D ream of? Waking up to find my self in the world I want to live in

E ssential makeup item(s)?: Foundation, EYE-LINER, MASCARA, BLUSHER, AND contour!!!
F avorite singers(s)?: Faurouz, Elissa, Majeda El romy, Fadel Shaker

G old or silver?: Silver, Silver, & Sliver, then Plastic accessories

H ometown?: Never had one, still searching

I nstruments you play?: Depression !!

J ust one word for me?: Ambitious

K ids?: Angles when well-raised
L ies?: Without then life is tough! (Not major ones BTW)

M ajor thing you want to change? Every thing

N eed?: To libilize my soul and break the chains

O vernight hospital stays?: Once, when I felt down on my head

P hobias?: Planes, violence
Q uote you like?: Read the one on the top of the blog

R eligious affiliation?: Islam

S iblings: Hope never had any !

T ime you wake up?: Depends of the mood. When depressed I never wake up!!

U nique talent?: Giving advices! But when it comes to my problems..!

V egetable you refuse to eat?: 80 % of vegetables!!!

W orst habit?: Don’t know how to FORGIVE & FORGET

X -rays you've had?: twice, 1 for breast :$ one for the brain long time ago
Y ummy food you make?: Chocolate cakeZ oo animal you like?: All




Things scare me: love, affairs, Arab men, marriage, wars, earthquakes, death, graves, and fate

Things I hate: tradition, talking behind my back, disorganization, dishonesty, routine, sex discrimination, nagging, the short-temper, and my family!!

Things I sacred: friendship, love, loyalty, the sea, education, perfection, and personal privacy

Another horrid crappy movie

21 April, 2006

Well, yesterday I watched an Egyptian Movie on Melodi Aflam TV. The story caught my attention as the theme was discussing several crucial things in our Arab society. I told myself oh my God finally there is an Arabic movie worth watching! I was mistaken actually!!

The story was about young couple going back from London to Egypt after getting their degrees in medicine. Actually the guy got married in London without informing his uncle “the scary close-minded monster in the movie” who spent a lot on teaching and raising his nephew. The guy promised his wife to introduce her to his family as soon as possible but claimed that he needed time.

His weak personality, his submission to the cultural habits that entail the guy to marry his cousin, and his fear to let his uncle down forced him to marry his cousin, who was waiting for him all those years, without informing his first wife, the one that mind and heart chose! Wut a bastard!!

For almost a year he was split between here and there refusing to be a MAN by telling the truth to both his uncle and his first wife. Since he was living with the first wife at his uncle’s villa, he couldn’t resist his brutishness lust so his wife got pregnant from the first time…….

Anyhow, I was so excited to c the end…..Was excited to c who will win

Many questions went in my mind, could that educated, civilized, and open-minded man resist the barbarity and the retardation, and backwardness of his culture….

Would he be able to say that HE CHOSE HIS WOMAN?

The end was shocking, unexpected as I was waiting 4 another end showing to the people what should happen…He dumped his first wife, he ran to his second wife as she gave a birth to a baby boy!....He even wasn’t brave to give any explanation to his first heartbroken wife …just left without saying anything letting her relative who was aware of wut happened from A to Z tell her the truth … tell her that she got married 2 a sucker , a big liar, a chicken in man shape!!! I really own an apology to chicken now….

In fact, the most horrible mistake a women could ever commit is getting married 2 a man who is not a MAN…why would I get married to a guy who doesn’t have the courage to fight for me, to fight the whole world for my eyes, a rabbit who couldn’t face his family to say this is the woman I love, the woman I want, the woman who I wanna spend the rest of life with….

Is this the message Arab movies wanna send! I feel sorry for the two hours I spent watching a ridiculous and meaningless film where the mistaken beliefs won and had the final word …

Do U Miss me

18 April, 2006

never expected to like a guy who doesn’t give me a damn …I used to lecture my friends when it comes to love and men ….but when u try its something different…..
I hate my self when I think about him, why would I care about him….to hell with love…but after all, u need that special person in ur life, ,,,that person who cares about u , misses u , loves u , gets mad at u …blab blah….

i have no clue wut my reaction would be in case I met him one day….wut if he wanted us to go back to each other… should I say NO, SORRY u r not in my life anymore…or should I open my arms telling him that I MISSED HIM BIG TIME…..

Wish if I can understand you, 3an jad dying to know wut is going on in ur head…do u miss me, actually I do, every day I remember u ,,,,in every hour and minute….i feel that u had no idea how much I care about u that’s why u r giving me a hard time…….

One day I will be able to FORGET U …..I know that BUT I DON’T WANT that 2 happen…had no choice other than tearing out that leaf …….

MISS U BUT u know wut I always ask God to bless u …..Wherever u r , whomever u r with…I wish u all the best ………..

My silent friend

04 April, 2006

Driving from the university I decided to go to the beach as the weather was cloudy little bit. I chose a quiet spot…actually I couldn’t resist not to be near the water… I always had that secretive relation with the sea… Whenever I wanna escape from human beings, I go to visit my silent friend. It’s color and the sound of its water hitting the rocks I sit on give me the energy to survive. It charges me with power to struggle. What makes the sea unique is that its always there for you, to listen to you ……..

I just grabbed a stone and start drawing on the sand. Strips and matrixes are what my hand drew. Deep lines…but not as deep as my soul wound… I wondered about what these lines might mean in the psychology dictionary….
Anyway ..felt that I want to get closer and closer to my friend so I jumped on the rocks.
i told myself now I can see the whole sea clearer. Wish if I could see my future path as clear as I saw the blueness of the sea.

I saw a plane and wished if it could stop and pick me. It would be a miracle….a miracle that it will never happen,,, but who knows …it might have read my thoughts at that moment but chose to ignore me ... sometimes objects might understand, feel, sense more than human beings!!

I didn’t care where it was going as long as it will take me far away.

Anyhow…I charged myself with wut might keep me strong for coming days so I decided to go home… while going back to my car, a local guy passed in front of me and said: Asalam 3alikno (Peace be upon you)

I was like sorry I won’t fell in that stupid situation again. So I ignored him as if I haven’t heard anything…
The other day while walking in the street a car approached me and the guy driving said:
Mar7aba “Hi”
Me: Ahleen “Hi”
The guy with a suit and tie: Kifik “ How are you!!”
I was like damn it ..i thought that he stopped me to ask me about directions or something as he looked mature (in mid thirties may be) and gentle….i felt that I was really stupid..why did I stop in da middle of the street and gave him attention!
Ya well I though that he would be civilized but ya I was mistaken (as 99.99% of men are not!!! )

Anyway …beside my car was a cute guy smoking alone.,, Sounded that he had something to say to the sea. I felt that we had something in common. Felt that he had a story to tell….

But I just ignored him as I switched on the engine and drove away………

Are U A Rebel or revolutionary?

Aren’t these wonderful words worth reading hundred times…I keep on reading them over and over,,,,and every time I discover new meaning,,,the shadow of wisdom behind each letter…

A rebel is one who doesn’t rebel against the society, who understands the whole game of it and simply slips out of it. It becomes irreverent to him. He is not against it. And that is the beauty of rebellion: it is freedom. The revolutionary is not free. He is constantly fighting with something-how can he be free? He is constantly reacting against something-how can there be freedom in reaction?

Freedom means understanding. One has understood the game, and seeing that this is the way the soul is prevented from growing, the way one is not allowed to be oneself, one simply gets out of it without scar on the soul. One forgives and forgets and remains without any clinging to the society in the name of love or in the name of hate. Society has simply disappeared for the rebel. He may live in the world or he may go out of the world, but he belongs to it no more; he is an outsider.

OSHO

You personality type according to the first number you get (have a look at the previous post

02 April, 2006

1. Dynamic
You are lively, energetic, and dynamic and have that solid determination. You like to succeed in any competition. Generally, you are independent, and you can’t stand relying on others or being roped by marriage!! You don’t care that much about familial life and you prefer to live by your own. You feel great when you have control over things.

2. Quiet
You are diplomatic, quite, and kind, and do listen to others and respect them, and don’t exceed the borders. You can’t live alone and do need others. Sometimes you are cautious, hesitant, and with low self-esteem.

3. Adventurous
Thirsty for adventures and changes. You tend to be that person who loves traveling and hanging around without a gool. Tend to be rational. What you like most is fun ,adventures, and experiencing things

4. Cautious
Not that type that likes thinking about crazy ideas. You simply think about the results in this first place. Deep inside, you are honest and loyal. What you need is stable work, love and some organization in your life. It’s so difficult to convince you to change your way because you don’t like speeding.

5. Excited
You are crazy and love life. In love with adventures and not very cautious. You need freedom, living humanitarian experiences, and constant change. In deed, you are a traveler that seeks new things and you like testing the strong feelings.


6. Responsible
You like to be surrounded by your partner, kids, relatives, and friends. You feel so responsible towards yourself and others. You are organized in every thing you do especially at work. Artist, attractive, sensitive, and need comfort, security and the protection of your surroundings.

7. Unique
You are independent and take your own decisions alone. What you need is peace and quietness to feel ok. You are idealistic, secretive, and prefer to avoid crowded places. You also study things very well and think too much. Your interests tend to be spiritual but not materialistic.

8. Idealistic
You always think about others. Simply, you are generous, ideal, and dedicated to others. Dream about traveling, friendships, and humanitarian experience. You are so sensitive and thinker. You only move on when you have confidence in your self and whenever you specify a task, you accomplish it quickly.

Today I skipped the international marketing class which was supposed to be at 8:00 am in order to study for the strategic management exam which was as 3:30 pm (as if I studied anything)…last night, I slept at 3:00 am …no don’t think that I wasn’t studying till that time,,,actually I was chatting!!

The exam was ok, my friend (from Slovakia) and I sat at the back in order to cheat!!!She even gave her boy friend the textbook and some slides so she can SMS him whenever she wants a help…..well I am not accustomed to the idea of cheating but I reached the status of indifference!!

I suggested opening the MSN and review the questions together so no one will need to look at another’s screen….i even open the word document so she can see the question in large font!!!!!

Anyway the hour passed so quickly, I got 80% while she got 74…..Finally we passed!!!...

After than I passed by the office a professor that I admire, respect, and like….i tool with him two course last year…he is very kind, caring, and loving. He is American but Lebanese by origin.

He asked me about how life is going and I told him my story. He felt sorry for me as he expected something different. What brought that topic was the discussion about how useless that ambition is without support! He was like: you have no parental support?!…I was ah ya parental support! No, got no parental support! So I told him the story of the internship abroad and how difficult to accomplish anything in such a culture…etc.

we discussed many issues: the ambitious women whose cultural restrictions killed them, discrimination between the man and woman in the Arab societies, the work after graduation,,,,many things……he told me his story and how he left Lebanon to the US where he got his PhD, the challenges he faced especially from his family, and his marriage to an Iraqi woman…blah blah (if that man hadn’t been Christian, I would have asked him to marry me!!! Yaaaaaa allah I envy his wife for having such a man)

anyway that dialogue made me feel better….at least I released loads of pain stored in every cell of my soul…..while driving from school, I was just thinking how much I hate myself, hate arabs, hate islam, hate men, hate tradition and most important hate my family that was the root of such hatred….the family that doesn’t save an effort to make me depressed, hopeless, broken, loser without any desire to do anything if life…….

They have no feelings…no feelings at all,,,as if they have done nothing to screw up and interfere with my life……….wish if God gave us the chance to choose who we are!!!


Aha forget to say that my sister sent me an SMS today morning at 7:30 am again …wish if I could tell her to save her files coz she might need them for something more useful!!!!!!!!……..and again the guys in Dubai called me three times…I lost my mind…I got mad but at myself ….so I wrote them an e-mail explaining that I can’t grape this valuable chance becoz of stupid uncountable circumstances “family commitments, huh”

Anyhow I am just listening to fayrouz ,,her voice is wut makes me alive!!!

Another bad daaaaaay

01 April, 2006

Today is another bad day. So depressed. I had a lecture at 11am but couldn’t get up till 10:30 although I slept at around 1:30 …I was so scared to miss the class especially that the professor is so strict with regard to attendance. Tomorrow I have strategic management exam. But not in the mood to study. So crazy, right!!! Imagine I have more than 150 pages to read which I have no clue what they are about…ah ya they are about stupid strategic management. I will definitely fall this exam. It’s so painful when you reach that stage of indifference, no feelings of guilt anymore!! I am listening to music to relax little bit so I might try to read for tomorrow’s exam.

Today, I saw a missed called from the ppl in Dubai, again didn’t call back. I can’t …I dunno what to tell them after I showed that enthusiasm to participate in their program. i couldn’t stop thinking about this issue. I want to overcome my shock.

Oh one more thing, yesterday a guy e-mailed me regarding an ad I posted on a website … I am looking for a part-time job to kill boredom especially that I’m not in the mood to study at all this semester. Hope just to pass!

But that guy didn’t call me so far. I want to do anything new in order to lessen the depression that I suffer from these day! Plz callll meeeeeeeeeeeeee

This is my third cup of nescafeeeeeeeee….wana finish it and go back to studying,,,,

this is wut happened tonight

31 March, 2006

This evening my sister came to visit my parents…she knocked the door several times..sent her little daughter to nag on me in order to open the door for her,,,but of course I refused…my sister tried again by sending SMS saying that she misses me and blah blah,,,,all that didn’t work!!!

I decided to send her a harsh msg …and I did…..

I don’t want things to get back as they were….want to change many things in my life but couldn’t…..do I have to wait long until I get what I want?…I believe that my sister permitted others to screw up her life..she gave up ,,,,she used to dream but figured out that dreams are just dreams,,,,,I refuse to be a copy of her…a copy of her sufferings….i don’t want to repeat her mistakes……..i don’t want to let others screw up my life,,,,becoz its MY LIFE not theirs!!!

Sometimes I tell myself that I have to give up and be another one like them having the same sick mentality coz alone I can’t accomplish anything…….sometimes I feel that I have no more energy to fight,,,but I keep on reminding myself that I should be stronger otherwise I should dump myself to the nearest trash bin!!!

Well, although that gives me hard time but at least I know that I am living for something valuable!!!!!!

Am I asking for something impossible?

Wut does ur date of birth tell about ur personality?

Believe it or not numbers do tell something about ur personality….for example the first number (the one u get when adding up ur day of birth) tells about ur deep personality while the second number (the day+ the month of birth) indicates the way u behave….on the top of all that, the third num (the day +month+ year of birth) tells about ur destiny…..


For instance:

If your date of birth is 19/12/1967
Then

The first num u get is the sum of the day of birth MEANING:

1+9=10 & 1+0=1
Got it ?

The 2nd number is the sum of the day of birth plus the month of birth MEANING:

1+12=13 and 1+3 =4

Finally add up the number u got in the second step to the year of birth MEANING:

4+1967+ 1971

1+ 9+7 +1= 18 and 8+1=9

Add up your number and wait for me to tell you what it means and what it tells about u!!!!

What would you like to choose: adopting a dog or getting married!

In the states, almost every family owns a dog. They have that unbelievable passion for dogs. Even when you find seniors especially single women, a dog tends to be the husband, the friend, the lover, and the son!!!!

My mom can’t accept the idea of having a dog in our house!!! In her point of view, they are dirties….imagine, these lovely and cute creatures are called so!!!!

Well but to show how Arabs discriminate between their sons and daughters, my brother owns two cats and brought them to the house….doesn’t she dislike cats as well!!!!!

In the beginning she starts yelling but now she combs their hair!!!!!

Imagine,,,, at home we have two toilets, one for our use (since we r a small family) and another toilet for VIP visitors..,,,,guess wut my mom used to lose her mind if any one even imagined to use the other toilet!!!

But now my BROTHER’S CATS occupy that toilet!!!! It’s not fair to me….is it???we have to bear the disgusting smell whenever we pass by the toilet,,,,the cats hair in every where,,,in my clothes, on my bed,,,even in my car!!!!!!!!!

I love dogs,,,,,Mom, I will buy a dog no matter what you will say!!! Do you know why,,,coz

DOGS are loyal to their owners while MEN are not!!!!!!
DOGS don’t tell white, blue, or green LIES while MEN do!!!!!!
DOGS don’t deny any good u did to them BUT MEN do!!!!!!!!!
DOGS are honest while MEN are not!!!!!!!!!!!

DOGS don’t replace you BUT MEN don’t miss a chance to DUMP U!!!!!!!!
DOGS share with u all the good and bad times WHILE MEN share with you the bed only!!!!!!!!!
DOGS listen to you BUT MEN keep on giving ORDERS as they are they are masters and we are slaves!!!!!!!!!!

Do you understand now why I prefer having a dog instead of a man in my life?

Wish if she can read wut I write!!!!!!!


Oh isn’t foxy so cute,,,saw that on Al ain taxi blog and liked adopting another animal….scared to adopt a dog coz foxy might be jealous and then eat him!!!

Say hello to foxy!!!!!!!

Why educated girls with university degrees are dumped and stay spinsters in our society!!!!

30 March, 2006

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh what shall I say. I believe that I will end up being under this category one day……I’ll be labeled the educated spinster lol

Ya do you know why Arab educated girls end up singles in our society

Well the answer is easy? Don’t you know it! Ok listen

In our arab society, men look after YOUNG girls to marry
Why
Well, they believe that the more a girl is educated and enlightened, the miserable his life will be!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya sure coz he doesn’t a human being to share life with ,,,but he wants a beautiful body to share bed with !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She will start to argue, discuss, give her opinion………..Say YES when she wants to say YES and NO when she wants to say NO,,,,,,,,

Does the Arab man like that? NO of course…he wants a young immature wife to control her as a slave!!!!!! To say yes to his orders no mater what…

Did you know why the school drop-out girls get married before the uni degrees holder………….

Ok let me give u an example to believe me………….

We have an arab professor teaching at our uni,,,,,,he got his PhD from the states where he lived most of his life…….guess wut

I was shocked when I knew that his wife came to take English courses at uni coz he finds difficulty teaching her kids who were studying in an English school……….he hasn’t finish the high schooooooool even….wut the hell???

How such a person could teach at a reputed uni…I was the chancellor I would fire him immediately……….we wana bright ppl to teach us not big losers…am I right

My Sister & I

My sister has been sending SMS to me since yesterday morning! So far I haven’t replied and will never ever reply back…she is trying to cool me down and get things back to the normal mode…but I promised not to talk to her any more….don’t want sisters any more….oh shit how come that I say that ,,,I love her but I am mad at her!!!!

I might send her a msg telling her just forget this num and forget that u have a sister,,,,,I even thought about changing my number….(oh at least to rest from my mom’s calls whenever I go out!!!!!!!!!!)

I expected her to stand by my side when I needed her support in order to do my internship abroad….she let me down..i will never ever forget that!!!

Today morning the ppl in Dubai called me but I was sleeping,,, I ignored their call and didn’t pick up the phone……..wut shall I tell them? Sorry I was playing with u guys…since my family was playing and fooling me too !!!!!!!!

I passed three stages of their recruitment process then I tell those sorry guys I was just having fun!!!!!

Just thinking of a white lie in order not to embarrass myself in front of them when I call them back!! I hate to lie but no alternative…..i can’t tell them I had a fight with my family over the period of the internship…….i’ll just appear so silly ,,a girl that can’t decide or have control over her life,,,,,,,,,,,well propably my mom felt that once I leave I will never come back to the UAE!!!! Well ya she was right!

Just wana tell u my sister that u let me down,,,,u were more than a sister….used to trust and love u more than my mom,,,,but that’s it ,,,u r on my black list now!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday I dyed my hair!!!

Aren’t I weird? Lol I donno if all females when get upset they dye their hairs….

Generally, I either eat, sleep, or dye my hair! ,,,of course that apart from breaking and throwing things L ya actually I admit that this is a baaaaad habit that I should get rid of

Yesterday I finished my classes and while driving from the uni I stopped by a nearby supermarket to buy hair dye….i chose medium blond,,,but guess wut!!!! After applying the thing on my hair I haven’t seen any indication that my hair is getting blond!!!

I was so scared really…I told my self yaallla wait another 10 or 15 minz to c wut its going to happen…..

And since I am short-tempered J I went to wash my hair….ya couldn’t wait more

Guess what was the result?
Thank God it wasn’t red or blue ,,,actually it was dark brown

From blond to dark brond L
Well in spite of this I liked the color ,,,,my sisters-in-law just were amazed the color and one of them asked me to dye her hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lol she doesn’t know that I got a color that is totally dirrerent than what I wanted!!!!

The other one asked me if I chose that color on purpose and I just told her YES!!!!

I was really embarrassed to say the truth (May God forgive me) walla I hate to lie but I dunno………

Whener I dye my hair I get a strange color!! Until know I am asking myseld what I did wrong so I got that color!!

Actually this the second time it happened to me,,,the last time it was chestnut or maroon and now dark brown!!

Anyway I like it !

Human Rights Association in the UAE

I read few days ago about the establishment of UAEHRA in the UAE

Don’t know what it is? Well it’s the Human Rights Association !

Good news, isn’t?

But wait a second. What would the association do? Do you think that it really matters the uae citizens? What kind of agenda does this association have? Is it gona be productive or just to satisfy those who keep nagging on Arab countries to enforce equality and to respect human rights?

The big question I have is when are going to have Women’s Rights Association?

Actually I will be the first to join this association to unveil the sarcastic aggression towards women in our societies and the state of inequality they enjoy!

The American professor

Currently I am taking Crisis and Conflict Management Course. The American professor who teach the course is pissing me off…actually he doesn’t miss a chance to attack Syria or KSA!!!

The professor doesn’t stop making fun of a Syrian guy who was living in KSA. Sometimes, I just wana stand up and approach this guy and yell at him saying BE A MAN for one time in your life and put an end to that sick professor. Who the hell does this AMERICAN professor think he is? The other hand, I told him yalla u wana insult me as well when you know that I am Palestinian!!!!

Shit. Its enough that they don’t give us a damn in their countries and they are humiliating us in our countries where they come to get money!!

Isn’t so weird? Wondering how media brainwashed the minds of hundred of millions of people in the west with regard to Syria and KSA! In their minds, these two countries represent satan on earth ruled by dictators that threaten their NATIONAL SECURITY !

Playing to speak to the dean of the school immediately I finish this course,,,or may be have a fight with this professor since I am graduating this semester J lol he is really kind and got white heart ,,,but he is really teasing me out !!!!!!

Is the maidenhead a blessing or wrath?

To me it’s definitely a disaster not because I am afraid to sleep with somebody and then worry about my virginity when I get married (in case I got married although I doubt).
Is there any Arab man wants to get married to a woman who lost her virginity? Arab men don’t even marry girls who lost virginity to them even if they are 100% sure that they were the first in their lives! What a sick mentality!

Anyway this is another issue. What makes me crazy is that if families had the chance to put their daughters in cages in order to protect that valuable holy maidenhead that represents the honor of the family, they wouldn’t miss such an opportunity!!!!!!!!!!

They feel afraid to send you somewhere or let you go somewhere alone being afraid to be raped and then sit on their chest the rest of your life coz no man is willing to marry a girl who lost her virginity! What’s the hell?

That’s why whenever you ask they why, the automatic answer is you are a GIRL. Whenever you ask them why my brother can do it, the automatic answer is that he is A GUY. They should have said that u do have that maidenhead but your brother don’t!!!!!!


Woman in the Arab society is not valued according to what degrees they have or how mature and intelligent she is but how beautiful and sexy she is and of course don’t forget the maidenhead! Oh, this is apart from how good she is at cooking and sweeping the floor!!!!!!!

To hell with maidenhead! The other day by brother told me just go migrate to Europe where you can find people who share with you the same mentality coz here you will never ever find an Arab man that accepts the shit you believe in!!!

Love you fayrouz

29 March, 2006

The most wonderfull lebanese singer Fauyroz will be in a concert in Dubai at AUD…damn it just wana know why our uni doesn’t host such musical concerts…off what a stupid question? Sounds that I forgot that I am in Sharjah….lol

Anyhow, wish I could go….well isn’t painful to wish things you can’t do….my family will tell me go and donate the money you would pay on the ticket to needy people ! well ya they have a point but missing such a concert is like missing a fortune. I love her songs ,,,,,,,,although her songs are very old but u feel that they are modern, touchy, and meaningful …you just fly with every word she says….

Love you Fayrouz and hope to attend a live concert for you in Lebanon !!

These are the pictures of my nephew …his name is Bader ,isn’t he sooooooooooooooooooooo cute….i haven’t seen my brother for 4 yrs and he sent us the pics of his first son…..

Hey nephew now you arepopular sweety lol …wana eat him

US rappers sing for Palestine

I have read this article, nice one actually ,,,at least some people are doing something in their own way ,,,,


They rap about checkpoints, military oppression and refugee camps. Their songs express longing for Jerusalem and anger at the hardships of life in the Gaza Strip and West Bank.
But they grew up in Tennessee or Virginia, live in Los Angeles and perform in New York City.
Far away from the their parents' homeland in the Middle East, Arab-American rappers are trying to find their own voice in the United States - expressing the frustrations of the Muslim world at a time when anti-Islamic feelings are on the rise following the September 11 attacks.
Their neophyte movement is spurred on by the success that rap and hip-hop have in voicing the grievances and reflecting the lives of other minorities in the US.
Two of the Arab-American rappers, Umar Offendum and Ragtop of Los Angeles, are on the forefront of this small but growing trend in hip-hop music.
"Hip-hop has always been trying to voice resistance in the face of oppression," said Omar Offendum, the performance alias of 24-year-old Omar Chakaki. "And if you're growing up Arab, politics are very important because they affect every level of your life in many different ways."
"There's definitely a feeling of solidarity with other minorities, like African-Americans, and not just when it comes to the music," added Ragtop, 25, whose real name is Nizar Wattad. "Palestinians in Israel and the territories are also second-class citizens."

read the whole article if interested http://english.aljazeera.net/NR/exeres/45FEA83C-ACBB-41EE-B6D0-E05B60D3D375.htm

The Hero !

The other day I have read an article about the history of Yaser Araft ,,,well I don’t know what to call him a president may be…well Palestinians don’t have a recognized state,,, even if they want to believe that they have a state …its not independent, or doesn’t have the minimum requirements of establishing a state!! Oh ya that is regardless of the space of land they currently have! Imagine Gaza strip and the west bank! The disaster is that they can’t even have control over them? What a state is this? Anyway…it’s not my topic

So I was saying that the article on alarabiya.net portrayed Arafat as a hero who dedicated all his life for the Palestinian case, a freedom fighter blab blah…well what stunned me the most is the comments of the readers which were into believing that he was so…

(he used to a hero in my opinion but not after selling the land and recognising the occupation)

I was so surprised. Would their attitude toward Arafat be the same if he was alive? I don’t think so. We Arabs tends to be very emotional and to tend to forget the horrible things done by a person when she/he* passes away! Wasn't he the big loser who sold our land? ( that what Arab people used to think) and now he is a hero!! Wasn't he the guy who used to put the money in his pocket letting the rest of people starve !!!

I am not trying to point out anything at all except that Arabs are really weird ….just want to know how they think and how they perceive the world….can’t understand them !!!